blue light? please?

So I am pretty sure you all kow what a sidekick is. Although it has basically lived up to its name and been there for me to easily text, call, look up movie times whatever I honestly think it has slowly ruined me!! This thing has some kind of power over me sometimes!! I have a pretty active social life and tons of friends so it's not like i am a total teenage attention whore waiting for anyone to give me the time of day. I just cant do anything without it anymore!! I am so dependent on it, its silly!!This thing just consumes me at times. It may sound a little crazy but the more i think about it this conclusion i came to; if i do anything, not only is this device in my hand but i cant not look to see if the sleep light is blue!! I am absolutley OBSESSED with it!! I realized it had officially took over my life when while showering i popped my head out of the shower straining my eyes to try and see if that little light was blue. Once i saw it was green i got kind of moody and sad. And i know some of you might say I am just ridiculous and i can not make it pretty much my life BUT its kinda hard!! Is it possible that an invention that is supposed to be the biggest convience in your life could be the biggest inconvience?